Who am I?

The easiest way to answer this questions is the simple answer: Chelsi. I am just me, nothing too special. I buy lottery tickets when I have money to blow, and I like plain vanilla ice cream. Strawberry is a close second though, and on some days I may consider it a first. I have my emo days, but I can be optimistic when the time calls for it. I like to have fun, and I love to laugh. I love my friends and I love my family. My motto is life is about living, so live while you can and make the best memories possible. I’d like to say that I enjoy taking my time and doing things right, but that would be a lie. I like procrastinating until I can’t procrastinate anymore. And then I end up with less than quality work. Sometimes when I get overwhelmed, I just want to stop everything and go crawl under the blankets. I'm a conflict avoider - I'd rather move to the other side of the country than deal with issues on the home front. Perhaps I could label myself as a drama queen as well.

I get distracted easily. It’s probably part of that whole procrastination thing. Or maybe the procrastination is part of the distraction problem. Maybe it’s one of those “the chicken or the egg” questions. My mind never stays on track, and I always have a million things going on. Some of my craziest ideas come about on pure accident when I’m completely and utterly busy. I’ll be working on one thing and thinking about something else. This also makes my thoughts completely and utterly unorganized. Can you tell?

I'll be twenty-two years old in less than a month, and most of the time I don't feel like an adult. I'm still in college right now, still trying to decide the rest of my life. It's not an easy decision to make - but I was never really a good decision maker anyway.



My Writing History

I've always enjoyed the act of writing. In kindergarten, if you got in trouble, you had to write your name over and over. I even enjoyed doing that. Before I was ten, I was making lists of random things. Whatever came to mind. I would just start making lists. I wrote stories in second grade. My teacher thought some of them were so good that she ended up reading them to the class. I wish I still had those stories, but they got lost somewhere over the years. Letters to friends becamse my hobby around the time of fourth grade. Anything really was okay with me, as long as I could feel the pen against the paper.

I wrote my first poem in fifth grade. While not great, it encouraged me to continue writing. And continue trying. Sixth grade was "the year of Hanson" for me. If I consider nothing else to be inspiration, Hanson is it. For an entire decade now, they have inspired me. Seventh grade was the year of my deep depression. I got to where I looked forward to being in a bad mood, I never socialized with anyone, and I ended up pushing some of my friends away. That's when writing became an outlet. A way of saying things I could never say outloud.

In the year 2000, I got a computer and the internet, and I was introduced to the world of fan fiction. Oh what a joy. I realized that people could actually write stories about these people that I have admired for so many years. Like I said, Hanson are inspirational. They made a huge impact on my life. And I started to see that it was the same for other people. So I stuck my toe into the water. When it comes to writing, I think we have a love/hate relationship. Some days I feel like a writer and some days I don't. But I continue with it because it's something that I love - something I can't see myself ever giving up completely.


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